Health/Well Being · Thoughts

Juice Cleanse Challenge Accepted

Back in December, I watched the documentary, “Fat, Sick and Nearly Dead.” I was immediately fascinated with this new (to me) concept of juicing and before the documentary was over, I decided I was going to do my own juice cleanse in January. Admittedly, I wanted to enjoy all the goodies that x-mas had to offer since I decided to do an only juice cleanse, no solid foods. I also wanted to be prepared – I needed to buy a juicer, gather recipes, etc. so I’d be set up for success!

Yesterday was Day 1 of 10. Pictured below was my breakfast. What you see is exactly what I used for this recipe.

And after getting the swing of things with the juicer, albeit slightly terrifying with the grinding, an apple getting stuck and carrots swirling around in the feeder, I was impressed how good this juice tasted and how it easy it was.

I went about my day – drank water, made my dinner juice (tomato, celery, and carrot combo), had a herbal tea…but by 10 p.m. I was so hungry, like hangry hungry! This is where things went downhill. It is expected to be hungry the first few days but then after a few days (many say by Day 3), it subsides. I wanted to eat something solid so bad but I knew I’d feel like a huge failure if I did. It was only Day 1 and I couldn’t believe I wanted to cave in so soon. But no big deal right?

Well, here’s the thing…my ego doesn’t like not being successful/good at something the first time I do it. I have been this way for as long as I can remember. I’ve always set high expectations (some times too high) for myself and beat myself up when I don’t reach them, forgetting that I am human. It’s not coming from a place to be better than anyone else, I just think I am suppose to be amazing at everything that I do, the first time I do it. “Failure” isn’t something that sits well with me. I know what you’re thinking – it’s ridiculous, it’s a part of life – and it sounds ridiculous to even type it. The bigger part of me knows all of this but my human-ness struggles with this. Over the years, I have become easier on myself, thanks to admitting this to myself, but last night was not one of those nights. I had to make a choice because limbo is not a fun place to be in. I wanted to move forward on the rest of my evening. I caved – I ate a meal- and it was damn good!

Then I had to be honest with myself. I didn’t set myself up for success, despite thinking that I had and I was in for a bigger mental challenge than I anticipated. I only had 2 large glasses of juice, 3 large glasses of water and 1 herbal tea. From my research, it is recommended to do a minimum of 4 x 16-20 ounce juices. I wasn’t being mindful of the time passing and making sure that I got all my juices in. I essentially just substituted the 2 meals I normally have for a glass of juice. Not good. I know having the 2 additional glasses of juice wouldn’t have cured my hunger pains but I know it would have certainly helped me feel more full. Not to mention, I’d be getting the proper amount of fiber, minerals and vitamins.

I prepared myself well by getting recipes, stocking my fridge so full of produce I can hardly shut the door, signed up for a free 5 Day Reboot  (juice cleanse) with the same guy who did the documentary I talked about but I didn’t plan out my day well enough. I wasn’t being mindful. This isn’t something you just fly by the seat of your pants, just like all other things in life. I believe in being a conscious creator, not a willy-nilly navigator. But clearly I’m not always good at being this all of the time.

I also didn’t prepare myself mentally. The biggest lesson I learned  reminded myself of was the importance of being easy on myself. So what things didn’t go exactly as planned – it’s okay, it’s more than okay actually, that it didn’t. I don’t expect anyone else to be perfect – to always say and do things “right” – so why do I expect that of myself? Why is it not okay to make a mistake? Why is it not okay to do better tomorrow? Who decided that I am the perfect expert at everything that I set out to do, especially when I’ve never even done it before? What would someone who loves themselves do…?

So today is a new day! I’ve brushed myself off, put my ego back in check, tucked away this lesson I was reminded of, and have set forth for success! Here’s my breakfast this morning and there was enough left over as you can see for my lunch. Nailed it!

I want to hear from my fellow juicers! Tell me about your experiences – the good, bad and in between. Those of you who haven’t juiced, have you recently been reminded of the lesson I shared today? Tell me in the comments below.

“You were born to be real, not to be perfect.”

Big love,

p.s. check out my blogging buddy. Isn’t he the cutest?! 🙂



Housekeeping! FYI Re: Comments

Hi all!

Just a reminder that when you are submitting a comment, submitting your e-mail address is optional – your comment will still go through without the ‘e-mail address’ and ‘website’ section filled out. And if you do submit your e-mail address, it is never made public and I’m the only one who sees it. So for those of you concerned about being spammed, fear no more! 😉

Now that we cleared that up – don’t be shy to say hi! 🙂

Until next time,
Big love xo

For The Soul · Thoughts

Happy Anniversary To Me! What?!

Today marks my 3 year anniversary with WordPress. And although this year I have been rather neglectful on posting regularly, I always come back to this place. There’s something to be said about writing – whether it’s on my keyboard or with a pen in hand – I really enjoy it.

As this year comes to an end, I naturally reflect on the last 12 months. I won’t bore you with all the nitty, gritty details. But there are some things I would like to share. First of all…! I celebrated my 29th birthday this year and it seems like every year prior to this one goes by increasingly fast. This serves as a constant reminder to me to be in the now, get my head out of the clouds dreaming about the future and my heart focused on the past.


This year has certainly been a crazy, interesting one! One filled with high highs and low lows. I had the honor of walking my best friend down the aisle – what a beautiful day that was! I’ve successfully and consistently committed to my well-being on all levels – mind, body and spirit – and established a consistent yoga practice, changed my eating habits, and challenged myself so I can be better than I was the day before. I’ve stepped way out of my comfort zone and it was so much fun  – lip sync battle anyone?! I’ve also had some amazing paranormal experiences.

I’ve also had to re-define my boundaries, learn to let go of significant relationships, habits, thoughts etc. that no longer serve me (and haven’t been for a long time), re-learn to love myself completely again and the importance of self-care. I’ve learned to let go of how things should be and made room to accept things, people and circumstances exactly as they are. I’ve re-membered it’s okay to feel whatever I am feeling and the importance of not abandoning myself emotionally when I feel unpleasant emotions. I’ve learned how precious life is and how it can literally change in an instant.


That ‘someone’ was some times myself, other times it was someone else. It’s been a year of huge personal growth and I can honestly say that despite the tears, heartbreak, and confusion, there’s been a whole lot of love, happiness, laughter, connecting, courage, growth and proud moments. And damn, it feels really good! I have a choice, just like all of you, to find the silver lining among life’s lessons or I can let it break me and dampen my light. But I refuse to be a victim to my circumstances. I have created my life, the good, the bad and the in between and with this knowing, I owe it to myself to create the best life with what I have within me. It’s not always easy but we were never promised easy, we were promised free will. We can’t get to the goodness without tasting what’s on the other side.

With all of this being said, I wanted to share this with you because it’s important, especially for those of us on a spiritual path, to make room for and express the human You. I’ve been guilty of shooting rainbows and sunshine up my ass -metaphorically speaking, often ignoring the very things that will help me on my spiritual path, because it wasn’t “spiritual.” I won’t make myself fit into a box created by anyone, including myself. For me, it’s all about balance, not perfection. It’s about eating kale salad after yoga then sitting down and eating an entire tub of ice cream while I watch Netflix. It’s about cursing and getting pissed off but then reflecting on what that moment has taught me. It’s about drinking 8 glasses of water a day but then having the same amount of wine in one evening. It’s about crying my eyes out then laughing until I cry about a completely “inappropriate” joke. It’s about maintaining privacy and then completely oversharing about almost everything. My hope is for you to find that imperfectly, perfect balance. The one outside the box.

“We got to give a little love, have a little hope…”

Big love,


I’m Back!… (Sort of)

I have been away for far too long! My fingers and mind are craving sharing with you all again. I have been having a busy summer since the hot, sunny weather seemed to have taken it’s sweet time getting here; my Canadian friends will know what I am talking about! With that being said, there’s much I have to share but am going to save it for my next entry, which I promise will not be months from today. 🙂

I leave you with these tunes – I can’t seem to get enough of them! They sooth my soul and I am hoping you enjoy them too.

With love xo

And shout out to those of you who found their way to me, on here or my Facebook page, despite my absence! 🙂 Thank you for all the love!


Can You Feel It?

I can feel this song in my soul. I heard this tonight at yoga during our relaxation pose; I loved it so much I had to share it with all of you.

The energies are high lately – can you feel them? No matter how what’s going on in your life now, let this picture below be a reminder of how awesome you are. You are a piece of the infinite universe manifested in this crazy, beautiful world for a short period of time. In other words, you ARE the Universe and you are fucking amazing! Shine on my beautiful friends!

Remind yourself of this every morning until it you re-member what you've forgotten
Remind yourself of this every morning until it you re-member what you’ve forgotten


Health/Well Being

Period Cups and Vaginas – Oh My!

WARNING: I’m going to talk about periods, vaginas and feminine hygiene products so if none of these are of your interest, come on back another time or check out some of my other posts.

I’m going there, people. It needs to be talked about and I wished I discovered this product ages ago – oh, how life would have been simpler. I have been meaning to write about this topic for many months because it has literally changed my life in such a positive way and I want to share this with as many women as possible.

Today’s topic is going to be about menstrual cups. Now, I understand that many women react with disgust or even embarrassment when it comes to menstrual cups. I really encourage you to read this with an open mind and heart. I was one of those people who thought the idea was kind of gross as well but I am SO grateful I got my ego out of the picture long enough to give it a try because ladies…stepping out of one’s comfort zone always pays off as I will NEVER go back to using tampons again. Allow me to explain…

Over the last few years now, I’ve been making the transition to all natural products and personal care products being at the top of my make-over list. One day, I was in need of tampons and was thinking of buying the organic cotton ones.  Around the same time, I came across an article similar to this article, where a woman found mold on her unused tampon! My WTF radar went off like crazy, since I already have little trust in the commercial product industry. I started doing more research about the tampon/feminine hygiene product industry and what is actually in these products – what I found out, admittedly, I was mad.

As stated in this article by Dr. Mercola, Feminine hygiene products such as tampons and sanitary pads are an oft-ignored source of a variety of potentially toxic ingredients, including genetically modified organisms and pesticides.” He explains further that these companies are not required to disclose the ingredients in their products. This is a big, fat red flag if you ask me.

Aside from what’s actually in tampons and pads, I was finding articles and videos saying that tampons extend the length of periods (caused by the crazy chemicals in them), they dry out the vagina because it’s absorbing all fluids thus creating more cramping and discomfort, and when you remove a tampon some of those little fibers get left behind. Pads can also cause rashes – think adult diaper rash. There are plenty of articles out there that discuss these points and many others in more detail which is why I’m not going to reiterate what’s already been done. Again, I strongly encourage you to do your own research and find what resonates with you.

Once I got over the WTF factor and I’ll admit here, I’m not sure why I was so surprised considering most, if not all, mainstream corporations do not have the public’s well-being at the top of the priority list. However, I think it was the fact that I had been using products since I was 10 years old that had been messing with such an intimate part of me for so long (18 years to be exact) – for me, that was the straw that broke the camels back. I immediately started looking for other healthier options and came across the ol’ menstrual cup…the ol’ silver lining!

Make sure to get the clear one. No worries about synthetic dyes :)
Note: Buy the clear one (no synthetic dyes) and research different brands. I’m not endorsing Diva Cup. It happened to be the only brand at my health store.

I have been using a menstrual cup since the summer of last year and as I stated before I will never go back to tampons or any other feminine hygiene product again. Here’s why:

1.) Cost

I purchased the Diva Cup brand at $40, which can last you a decade if you take care of it properly. That could potentially mean spending only $4.00 per year for the next 10 years, as oppose to $10/month or more. More value for your hard earned money –  you are essentially buying products with your time – this just makes good financial sense.

2.) Environmentally Friendly

I don’t know the stats but think of how many tampons and pads make it to the landfill every year. There is no waste with a menstrual cup.

3.) Freedom

This is probably the most meaningful difference I noticed. You can leave your cup in for up to 10-12 hours. Yes, that long! It holds much more than pads and tampons so there’s no need to change it every few hours. I put mine in in the morning before going to work and don’t have to worry about it until I get home. How AMAZING is that? I feel completely liberated! My period has become less of an inconvenience and just one of those things our beautiful bodies do. And it comes in a cute, colorful cotton pouch which is so much more practical for traveling. No more awkward cardboard boxes to pack or giant handfuls of tampons to shove in our purses. Oh! And did I mention…no more leaks?! Good-bye panty liners!


4.) Health

This one is tied for 1st place with freedom. I feel so much better using something that is made from medical grade silicone which isn’t absorbed by the body nor breaks down and isn’t filled with harmful, toxic chemicals being adsorbed directly into the bloodstream. Yay for healthy vaginas (and bodies)! Not to mention blood and fluid soaked tampons hanging around in our girly bits for hours at a time, just sounds like a breeding ground for bacteria.

5.) Better Periods

Less cramping and shorter, lighter periods. Say what?! True story, ladies. 3 women who are near and dear to my heart have also made the switch to the menstrual cup and they have experienced one or both of the above. I never experienced much cramping, but I have noticed the little I used to get is non-existent and my period is lighter and shorter. The same thing has been experienced by the women in my life. This may be TMI for some of you, but I only get a day or so of normal flow then the 2-3 days are very light.

It’s important to remember, we are meant to have our periods; our bodies are made to do this. Debilitating cramping, discomfort and PMS are not natural – if this is you, something is out of balance and your body is trying to tell you. I honestly believe tampons especially play a large role in throwing our bodies out of whack thus making that “time of the month” dreadful for many of us.

Yes, there is somewhat of an initial “ick/gross” factor of pouring out the cup but to be perfectly honest, not only has it made me even more comfortable with myself and my body… I find it more disgusting to put a chemically laden, period lengthening, synthetic piece of bleached wood pulp into my vagina. 😉

When you know better, it’s difficult to not do better. I would love to give every menstruating woman on the planet a period cup. Whoever invented this product I will forever be grateful. I’d love to hear your experiences with using the cup. Or if you have any questions, please don’t be shy and feel free to ask me in the comments below.

Let’s start a healthy vagina revolution! And perhaps one day when enough of us boycott these industries, they will be forced to change their products and they’ll come out with something even better…I can’t even imagine!



My 2014

2014 will be coming to an end soon and WordPress had sent me a pretty snazzy report of this year, as some of you may have already received yours. It’s interesting to see the breakdown of the numbers and have it all summed up. 2500 views, most of them from the U.S. *cough, cough* Where’s my Canadian peeps at? 🙂

I tend to get a bit nostalgic at this time of year; as the inevitable end of one year rolls around the corner, I can’t help but look back on the last 12 months – new job, new apartment to name a few of the ‘biggies.’ One of the things that stands out the most to me is how fast time has been speeding up. It’s like as each year that passes and with that, time goes by quicker.

This has been quite the roller coaster of a year for me, personally and I believe collectively, I sense from speaking with others. Despite some things not going as smoothly as planned (I need to let go of this notion of life actually caring about our plans) :), there have been some amazing moments shared with some of the kindest souls I have come to know in this life time. And those are the memories, I choose to hang onto.

And let’s be honest, life would be rather mundane if it wasn’t sprinkled with a little bullshit every now and again…right? 🙂

Whether we’ve never met and you only know me through this blog or if we’ve been part of each others lives since forever…I appreciate you. Your piece brings together the larger part of my puzzle in this beautiful, crazy life.

Keep shining your light in whatever way feels right for you. I truly hope 2015, like all other years, is filled with the love and joy that you encapsulated when you first were born onto this planet.

That’s my plan – what about you?!

With Love,


Peace is Possible

Check out the latest post from My Feeling Universe. The last video brought tears to my eyes. Peace is possible! My love for all of humanity makes my heart want to burst. If you’re reading this, please don’t lose hope – the world needs our light more now than ever. So stand tall in your beautiful, bright light – I see you, each and every one of you.
With love,

The Feeling Universe

In keeping with my theme – ‘we can make a difference’, I came across a short video (see first link below) which echoes what I have been writing about in many of my articles of late. It’s nice to hear other folks talk about coming together, united in a common cause for the betterment of all mankind. We can no longer afford to sit back and ignore the suffering of others, the environmental destruction, chemtrails aka geo-engineering, political injustices etc. and say it has nothing to do with me. It has everything to do with you and me. If we ever want to truly consider ourselves civilized, then now is the time to take a long hard look at the world and ourselves and get involved in something where you can make a positive change. No more passing the buck or making excuses for not being able to find a…

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Happy Anniversary To Me!

Today marks my 2 year anniversary with WordPress! I remember the evening I decided to put my thoughts out into the world for everyone to read. It took me some time to decide if I was going to “put myself out there” but I am so glad I did. And while as of late I haven’t been writing as much, I am so thankful to you for coming by and taking the time to check out my little piece of the puzzle. Whether you are new to my blog or you’ve been following me since the beginning, I appreciate you! Go here to check out my first post – short and sweet!

And ironically, on the anniversary of my blog, I want to share this short video with you. As some of you know I don’t own a cell phone (I know, “strange for someone my age”). I did periodically over the years; It’s been in the last year and a half I stopped using it. Perhaps I will in the future; I just don’t feel I need one right now. And some of you may remember me discussing the importance of taking a media holiday – giving yourself a break from technology and doing things that feed your soul as often as possible. It’s amazing the things you’ll accomplish or catch up on.

I definitely think, like all things, technology has its place; however, it’s easy to lose sight of what’s really important if we aren’t conscious of the present moment… of who’s in front of us. Some of us are better at this than others. There’s no better gift to give someone or yourself than your time and undivided attention. Maybe during this holiday season, give the people you love something that can’t be wrapped – your time. Memories do last a lifetime…

I love you all.